@SoWeakAtThis
I recognize myself as a "non-resigner" especially without increment, as I've experienced winning or drawing from very desperate positions.
If you win 2.7 points every 3m20s on average (and 30% draw isn't that outlandish imo), thats pretty significant to your rating in the end (not that its so important tho).
But the fighting spirit is part of the game, and I dont necessarily consider a much worse position as "humiliating" for me ; by this point I've accepted that this game is pretty much lost but my opponent still has to prove that he's able to convert. Once the expected outcome is clear, I tend to think that a loss for me is normal but not converting would be embarrassing for my opponent.
And since it's fast time controls, the ability to be consistent ; play fast and not blunder is very much part of the game (its not because we're winning at some point or during almost all the game that we're the better player or"deserve" to win)
As for the underlying psychological issues, I would say I'm like a tiger in the shadow, "ready to strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger"
I recognize myself as a "non-resigner" especially without increment, as I've experienced winning or drawing from very desperate positions.
If you win 2.7 points every 3m20s on average (and 30% draw isn't that outlandish imo), thats pretty significant to your rating in the end (not that its so important tho).
But the fighting spirit is part of the game, and I dont necessarily consider a much worse position as "humiliating" for me ; by this point I've accepted that this game is pretty much lost but my opponent still has to prove that he's able to convert. Once the expected outcome is clear, I tend to think that a loss for me is normal but not converting would be embarrassing for my opponent.
And since it's fast time controls, the ability to be consistent ; play fast and not blunder is very much part of the game (its not because we're winning at some point or during almost all the game that we're the better player or"deserve" to win)
As for the underlying psychological issues, I would say I'm like a tiger in the shadow, "ready to strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger"